badass crazy dream!!!!!
I just woke up from the most nuts dream I can remember having in a long time! It was like a really intense video game. I remember I could semi control what was happening during it also. The setting was...
View Articlehealth worries and stuff
SO...I am going to attempt to make it in to the doctors sometime soon. The only problem with this is I have no ride in and it HAS to be on a week day. I am going to have to resort to calling friends...
View ArticleFML. Hard.
I've been attempting to talk with my parents about my health problems in a desperate attempt to try to get some help to see someone about my concerns. After all this...I have completely given up hope...
View Articleways to de-stress...any ideas?
I seem to have nothing but stress. Even when I try to de-stress myself I get more stressed out that I might not be able to actually get de-stressed enough to actually relax, that it completely defeats...
View ArticleMeh...
I wish I weren't so damn fucked up. I feel completely broken in all the important ways. I was doing so good for a while but I have completely reverted back into my negative state of mind. I feel like...
View ArticleOh.....god.....
I'm pregnant. Took a test literally 3 mins ago. Big fat fucking positive. I am freaking out. Oh fuckkkkkkme.
View ArticleOMG yuuuumm....
A BLT has never tasted so good..... mmmmmmm....Flying home on the 13th. It is bittersweet. I am excited to get the health insurance show on the road and get in to a doctor asap, but I am going to miss...
View ArticleI don't know
I don't know where I am going or where I am going to end up after all of this is said and done. I'm not sure about anything at all right now. It really sucks going through this alone. I feel more alone...
View Articlethis seemed better than crying myself to sleep at this particular moment
There is no where safe to divulge the sort of thoughts I am having right now...no where but in my own head. It kind of terrifies me a little bit. Thoughts are only thoughts, and ones like this rarely...
View Articlemore father ranting
So today my mother tells me that I will not be driven to any doctors appointments unless they are on Fridays. Really now? I tell her, "Jesse just sent me 100 dollars so that I can give you guys money...
View Articlecontroversial sort of, so I will just put it in my journal...sounds like a...
I'll be upfront at the beginning so you don't have to read this if you don't give a shit or you are too personally touched by the matter at hand, but this is regarding circumcision. It's a passionate...
View Articlebabybaby
I have to admit, the more time passes, the more used to the idea I am getting. That I will have a kid. It terrifies me just as much as it ever did, but I think I am ok with it. I'll be okay with it as...
View Articlesappy sap
On a lighter note from the last entry, I am getting so excited. As I am slowly collecting baby things the reality of having a little one is hitting me, and I am finding that instead of being completely...
View Articlethank you note to my someone special
Huge sigh of relief!! Thank you, thank you, thank you for all of that last night. You have no idea how much I absolutely needed to hear those things... and you said them all by yourself. You may not...
View Articlea somewhat insensitive rant, but I really don't give a shit :P
Women who freak out and stress constantly over every single little thing in early pregnancy seriously irk the crap out of me. They whine and freak out if they are having "too many" symptoms and wonder...
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Too much time to think and too little to do makes me absolutely miserable. I am so sick of doubt.
View Articlelasdjf;aebg,adhba
Just a generic whiny post. I'm tired, and I am overly sensitive to absolutely everything which means I am either bitchy, depressed, irritated or a combination of the three a great majority of the time....
View Articlehurrah discoveries
Said discovery is that a quarter sized amount of unscented Dr. Bronners + a couple drops of jojoba oil on a bath pouf = best shower soap ever, and it lasts a super long time. Add a drop of tea tree oil...
View Articleupdaaate...because I am bored and have nothing else to do
38weeks along come this Thursday (16 days til my due date!!), still pregnant with no signs of that changing any day soon, and quite happy about that honestly!!! PLEASE STAY IN THERE TIL JESSE GETS...
View Articleanother "heartless" rant!
GUESS WHAT LADIES!??!! Dilation means absolute jack about when you will or will not go into labor. Just thought you should know. K.
View Articlewow...life
A lot has happened since last update, though most of you all who read this (if anyone still does?) already know the news. First of all Jesse got here on the 18th and it has been so amazing having him...
View Articlerant again
My mother is pretty much insane. She is the most neurotic passively aggressive control freak you will ever meet in your life, but you would never suspect it upon first meeting her. You would have to...
View ArticleI just felt like writing
Stream of consciousness bullshit is all I can manage right now. Introspective self absorbed vomit about me me me. No one reads this any more anyway so I will just put it down to get it out of my head....
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You with the sad eyesdon't be discouragedoh I realizeit's hard to take couragein a world full of peopleyou can lose sight of it alland the darkness inside youcan make you feel so smallBut I see your...
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